Is it cause the holidays are almost over that the feeling of impending doom has returned, or could it just be the gloomy weather which has damped my spirits and made me feel a little down?
Things have a way of working out in the end they always do, I should know that by now, and my prompt yesterday was meant as a reminder to me of that. Guess it didn’t work though cause it’s still there.
It was a strange day at work today, lots of grumpy people out there that’s for sure. Is it a full moon?
Hopefully all I need is an intense session of boxing tonight to help to clear my head and get rid of dreaded feelings.
I have had this feeling of impending doom for quite a while now. No matter what I do I just can’t shake it. The weather here in Melbourne is cold and wet and miserable and it pretty much sums up everyones mood of late.
I have one friend grieving the sudden loss of her husband. One friend coming to terms with a terminally ill nephew and now the possiblity of fighting cancer herself.
My mother-in-law is unwell, my father-in-law is showing early signs of memory loss. Dexter is still not better, I took him out on a test walk yesterday and even though we only went around the block by the end of the walk he was limping.
Then today the icing on the cake was when one of our most difficult clients ever called this morning and created chaos in his usual arrogant and loathful manner.
This client is a pathological lier, he starts off all nice and friendly and the minute things dont go his way, he turns into this horrible bully who tries to intimidate and abuse with his vulgarity. The mere mention of his name is enough ruin our day. In the span of half an hour he called 7 times this morning.
I am hoping that the weather is what is causing this bad feeling and that once the sun is back warming us with its happy rays, this feeling of doom will dissolve.