Category Archives: feelings


Today my daughter finds out if she made the cut for the musical she auditioned for a couple of weeks ago at her brother’s high school – which is the sister school to her school.
I can’t help wishing so hard that she does get the part!! Or at least if not the part she auditioned for, then another part. It’s only because I don’t want her to be discouraged. In my eyes she is already a star for putting herself out there and going after the things she wants. 
It’s such a relief to have a child who knows what they want to do when they finish school, at least by knowing we can work towards that goal. 

I can’t say I ever knew what I truly wanted to do and I know that my oldest son doesn’t either and that makes it so much harder.

Ultimately of course the aim is for them to be happy, so fingers crossed she comes out with a big smile today . 



Is it cause the holidays are almost over that the feeling of impending doom has returned, or could it just be the gloomy weather which has damped my spirits and made me feel a little down? 
Things have a way of working out in the end they always do, I should know that by now, and my prompt yesterday was meant as a reminder to me of that. Guess it didn’t work though cause it’s still there. 

It was a strange day at work today, lots of grumpy people out there that’s for sure. Is it a full moon?

Hopefully all I need is an intense session of boxing tonight to help to clear my head and get rid of dreaded feelings.